No, I’m not back

Quite some time ago, I listened to someone who told me my writing was shit. Like an idiot, I believed him and I basically turned all of my old posts to private. I also heavily edited my posts based on his and others recommendations. The idea was to protect the egos and reputations of certain people. Now that I have decided that I am never returning to the SCA, I have decided to make all my posts public, including the ones that never were. I thought I was protecting people. I thought I was protecting my old household. At one point, I even tried to protect me ex-abuser. But it is no longer going to damage me in any way to have people learn the truth, because I no longer have any interest in chivalry. It was something I once strived towards, but given things that have happened, some of which I saw first-hand, it is a convention I no longer believe in. If someone presented me with a writ tomorrow, I would turn it down and tell them where they could shove the so-called honor. There are honorable people in the chivalry, but there are plenty of dishonorable ones and plenty of people who can’t tell the difference and allow people who truly shouldn’t be there to join their ranks.

It’s going to take some time, but I’m going to release all of my old posts, regardless of their contents. I have over 450 posts written over the last 15 years or so. I also have a lot on my plate right now, so please be patient!

~ by Gunnvor on November 20, 2020.

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